The heart of the matter, is always the matter of heart. The real pain is when you stumble and fall during wall, there is no one shielding you, you got to get up on your own. But thank God that He is always shielding and every time you stumble and fall, He is always there, it is just that your heart is clouded by matters that you can't notice His presence. Haha! Always due with the matter of heart. I got to be more sensitive.