CLEAR!

Friday: Woke up around 2 pm and went out with Joel to town. We are finding gifts and I cannot say it is for who now. Haha! Anyway we have a good time fellowshipping and exploring. And we walk a lot. After all the shopping and walking we went to play pool. Haha! It is one year since I played pool. A bit lost touch already. Joel and I was playing 8- ball at the beginning and saying "First to reach 5 will win.". Haha! We extended it to 8 and we play until very tired already then we say " the win by one match can already." Haha! If not I don't think we can go home. And Joel won. Then I requested to play 9-ball as it is the game I am better in. Haha! This time round two matches instantly and settled. Anyway Joel is a tough opponent.

Thinking of it, it is a long time since I when out to play pool with Samuel, Li Ming, Jasper, Yong Quan and Jian Hao. And I hope to play with Zhao Mian and Gideon. Every time I say want to play but eventually cancelled because I am not free.

Saturday: Today service is good and I pressed the ' CLEAR' button in my life to clear everything and start a new. Haha! I prefer ' RESET' button so that I can be a children again. Just joking! Haha! But God always forgive and forget what you have done. Don't let the past hinder you. And for those who cannot let down grudges, please let it down because it is wasting energy and inconstructive to hate or despise a person. Haha! I also want to say sorry to anyone who maybe I have hurt unconciously. Joel taught me this. Haha!

Recently I got an explosion of thoughts, very lost... I even try to understand what kind of personality I have and I just feel this is what that got me into this situation. I'm an intuitive person yet a chess player. Having processing all the reasoning and facts but still wanting to do what I feel. I think it is this kind of personality that got me into troubles all the time.

Every time when there is two paths to choose, I will think of which paths to go for a long time but ended up creating the third path. Sometimes it is good but sometimes it is bad. But it is my choice... Haha!

What I am doing now is it really my choice, but I feel that I am doing the right things. To give what I think is prosperous for me to take up a burden. To give up what I like for something that I have not even learnt. Yes I prosper, I have done something but now I'm stuck. I feel that to disobey an elder's instruction is disrespect, but now I think I got to do so. If the two elders can be harmony, I got to choose one or give up both and do what I feel is right.

Sometimes I observing and considering situations, I feel that I'm not the one that should do this, however, feeling tells me that I am the one. Elders can give good advices, however when two clashes, whom shall I heed.

Now I just feel that sometimes choosing is not about been logical and intuitive but trusting. Just got reminded that I can always trust Him. Mine is what is limited but His is unlimited for time to time and the same yesterday, today and forever. I will not doing anything until I got a reply from Him, because I'm really lost.

Let's do it again...

Today I received a call from my coach. And we were discussing about organizing the tournament in our school. One of the things that I failed to do this year is to organize a tournament . But the call woke me up, I gave up doing so, but now I decided to do it again.

Also got a good news, I received the EAGLES award, so surprising. Thank God for this recognition of my hard work. HAha!

Blessed...

Thank God that these few days I received a lot of blessing, learnt a lot of things and done lots of things.

Sunday: HAha! I slept for only 1.5 hours. I woke up at 5 am and go to Changi Airport to send Li Ming. On the train I am reading book and come across something interesting, desire and intention. What is the difference. It will long if I explain it here, if you are interested, give me a call, I will tell you what I know. Haha!

After 1 hour plus trip, I finally arrived at Changi Airport. I met Li Ming's Dad, Li Ming, Li Hong, Kelvin and Cynthia. They are having breakfast, Li Ming's Dad, treated us breakfast, and we chit- chat a while. From Li Ming's description, I thought Li Ming's father is a very fierce guy but to my surprise, he is a nice guy to talk to. Haha!
After that Li Ming left, Kelvin and I went to Coffee Bean did a reflective talk, so blessed to be able to learnt. Then we go to Expo.

Upon reaching Expo, Cynthia went to guest room. So Kelvin and I starts to talk again. Haha! We talked about lots of things, like chess, guitar, drum, and etc. I have a good time talking with him. Then Cynthia came then we head to China town to look for Gideon ( Tommy).

Tommy is working at a shoe shop ( forgot the name already), the shoe is more for working adults. And we browse the shop a bit. Kelvin bought a shoe for himself and a pair of shoe for Tommy, and Cynthia got a pair shoe for me for Christmas. Thanks Cynthia!

Then we go to Jurong West, then I go meet Phileo for service, Kelvin and Cynthia proceed to do their work. In this service I am so blessed, got a different impartation.

Exam for first module.

Woah! Today's exam is so easy, thank God what I study came out exactly the same. So basically I did a copy and paste. Haha! Today I went to City Hall to redeem my anti-virus and warranty card. However, I forgot to bring the label code so got to go back again tomorrow.

Anyway I took a few photo. Hehe... Nice?

Friday we are having CG meeting. There is a change from Cynthia's house to Kelvin's house, however the presence of God is not change, He is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow and forever. Cynthia did not preach, but share about what she feel about Asia conference. After that we went to Bukit Panjang Plaza to eat, it is a good time fellowship and eat. Then Jeremy sent us back home.

Saturday we went to service, the speaker is Rev. Dr. John Avanzini. The message is so powerful. At the end of the service, we each receive a specially imported stone. It is meant to remind us of David killing Goliath. Goliath is the gaint or the problem that you face in life. Just like how David kill Goliath, we can kill our problems and gaint in life. ( But the stone is not really meant for throwing, if not you might hurt someone.) Haha!

After that we went to Changi Airport terminal 3 to send Ayron as he is flying to New Zealand. How I wish I could go? Anyway we went to Burger king at terminal 2 to have our farewell dinner. ( sorry no picture ). Jeremy, Joel and I challenged each other to finish the Ballsy burger which is something like Mega Big Mac. Unfortunately I lost. Haha! Then we send Ayron off and head to Expo.

Kelvin and Cynthia was in Expo, so we went to find them. Kelvin shown us a lot of animal clip. Haha! Now I know he like to watch this kind of clip, but I feel that is quite disgusting. After that we all went our way home and Jeremy drove, Joel, Samuel, Shyang Zhi and I home. Wait a minute!We all did push- up on the road and took photo. Haha!

Yeah! New Laptop!

Thank God for a new laptop.

Yesterday, I went out with my Mom, Uncle, cousin and his girlfriend. Actually we are supposed to celebrate my Aunt's birthday and also to buy my laptop. However, my Aunt didn't come because of her leg problem. So we just shop for my laptop. After much bargaining and shop-hopping, we decided to buy a Acer AS2920 as it is more cost- effective and also of the promotion. Anyway we paid by installment. Haha.

Thank God that I manage to get my laptop on time, if not I would not be able to complete my course work.

Wow, my CA result for my first module wasn't good, maybe I'm not used to it. The remaining 7 module, I will be aiming for High Distinction (HD). Haha!

Thank God for my project team who are understanding and cooperative. Haha! Tuesday and Wednesday I didn't manage to complete my part on time, but Kevin waited for me to complete so that he could print. Thanks so much!

Tomorrow is the last day for this module then test on next Tuesday. Yeah! 7 more module to my Diploma! Count down...

University study?

Thank God that today I successfully started my Mass comm. course. The school is still finding a way to provide lesson during our NS years. If it is possible I would like to have a degree on Mass comm. from Murdorch as I only need one more year to complete my degree after NS.

Today I got a cultural shock. You mean you don't have a textbook or you got to find your own resources? You can't use other people opinion from their book, if you do you will get 0 for your whole module? Today I attended 3 lecture, it is so tiring and they compact the whole module to one week. Lots of homework too, got to get a laptop soon.

Anyway this week module is Principle of Management and the lecturer is Dr Poh Lee Guan once from Workers' party don't know whether still in or not. Haha. So shocking again! Don't know why, this year keep on getting involve with political people and political talks.

Anyway I got the idea of going to school already. Actually we are aiming to have an impartation from the lecturer rather than the going through notes. We want to hear the tatcit knowledge from the lecturer than to go through the explicit knowledge. And knowledge is not useful as its form, only when we develop skill through practice of knowledge then it is useful. And we are to get over the skill level and go to the competence level where we can say we are good enough.

If they can't get us to study during NS then I think I'm going to NUS to study media or literature.

Crazy at times.

Today is one of the day that I behaved crazily. Haha. Sometimes it is fun to be crazy. Also it is fun to hang out with crazy people like JJ leaders and W27-36. Haha. Imagine you behave crazy alone.

Yesterday service was short. 29 November 2008, remember this is the shortest service ever in CHC. After that we went to rooftop garden to fellowship, have fun playing Wei Qi with Li Ming and Kelvin. Also doing crazy things with Pei Yang, Joel, Samuel, Karuna, Emily, Kelvin and Cynthia. Haha.

Anyway today we went to MacRitchie to go to the tree- top walk. It is fun, and tiring. Haha. Monkeys are cute and now how to strategise and steal food. After that we went to Clementi to celebrate Phileo's birthday, having whipped potato from KFC as cake. Haha. Also the birthday card become birthday cup. Haha.

Then we all head to pet shop to look for Pamela's hamster stuffs. Then Zhao Wei came, there are two dogs in the shop, one is normal size one, another one is the mini one. Then they keep on fighting, however the small dog is very cute. Haha.

Afterwards we all head home. Pamela, Phileo, Emily and I took the 99 home. Then we all alight at the same stop. Then Emily and I went to Pamela's house and help her with her hamster's house. Haha. The hamster was tortured by Emily and she bited Emily. Haha. The hamster went into my short when I didn't notice.

Overall this two days were fun and tomorrow will be greater. Yeah!

The grace of God.

Today didn't go to school again, slept too late already. But tomorrow must go to school, got a sudden duty call. Haha.

At 12 pm, I met up with Phileo to go to IMM to look up for laptop as I'm buying one. And I manage to found some good ones. Thanks Phileo for accompanying me to hunt for laptop. Then I went to a trading shop planning to sell my trading card but the shop keeper isn't in. So I went home to rest first.

At 7 pm, I went out with my bike, traveling to Jurong East again to sell my card. Unfortunately, my pedal loosen and drop of, and I have a fall. Thank God that I fall on the perdestrian path not the road, if not I might get knock down. Haha.

Finally, I reach the shop. The Uncle is like killing me, offering a prize that is so low. But since I'm not playing already and the card is of no value to me, I agreed to sell him the cards at $ 40. So I'm trying to find a Bicycle shop to repair my bike. There is none. I don't know why I went to a locksmith and ask for help but the Uncle is so good that he tried to repair my bike for me. Who knows that the locksmith can repair bike. Lol. The screw on the pedal lost it's shape, so got to cut away the blunted part, so the uncle offered to cut for me, and his saw ended up blunted. But thanks to him my bike is repaired. Thank God for providing the way, it is a unusual act to ask a locksmith for help but I believe it is the prompting of the Holy Ghost. Anyway the repair is free. Hallelujah! Thank God for providing the way if not I got to walk home from Jurong East. Anyway I got to bless the Locksmith soon.

Lol. New post.

It's so long since I post already. After Asia Conference, I'm feeling quite lost. But got to study hard now.

Today I slept till 2 pm. Wow! That's 14 hours. Haha.
Yesterday I went up with my Mom to JP to buy her new shoe and some stationary. Then went to Sub-way to have lunch/dinner.

Then went to fellowship with Cynthia, Kelvin, Emily, Karuna and Shyang Zhi. We went to somewhere near Riverwalk to have dinner but I'm fulled already. Then we took 190 to Choa Chu Kang to do prawning, on bus I slept for 2 hours, Lol. That made up 16 hours. Wow, the prawning was fun, we were like chasing the prawn, Haha. In the end we spend 3 hours to catch 2 prawns. Haha. Now I understand Peter and Andrew feel. Haha. Anyway it's a fun day.

Then Emily, Shyang Zhi and I took cab home while Cynthia, Zhao Wei, Kelvin and Karuna took another cab. Lol when we reach Emily's home, we are supposed to send Shyang Zhi back to Lakeside MRT, however he insisted in walking. So Emily asked him to give Kelvin a call to ask for permission. Kelvin allowed, so I send Shyang Zhi back to Jurong Point then I rushed home and reached at 4 am. Lol. Anyway it is a long time since we have Bible study.

- The End -

One year ago...

One year ago, on the same day, 18 November. It was the day I received salvation, thank God that today I'm still able to worship and praise Him. And guess what? Tomorrow is Asia conference! So excited for tomorrow to come. I am believing for a greater breakthrough in this conference. And tomorrow is also my last paper in school, Haha. Thus I am free to go for all 6 electives and all sessions. Hallelujah! This is the best present I have this year.

BIG MISTAKE

Today I just realised that I can make up the lost self- study hours after Asia conference. I have been working so hard with little rest. Lol. Should have gone to Bible study on Tuesday. Haiz. Anyway I reaped from what I sow so it doesn't matter.

Anyway today I saw Ayron at Jurong Point when I'm booking seats at Pizza hut. Lol, his hair became reddish, anyway it looks good on him. Today we met up with Mr Leow for lunch and it is good, however many Bannister house council missed it. And after that we planned to do something and not been decisive. And I left my bag in school thinking that I'm going back. Lol. Then I rush back to school to get my back when they are renting VCD and buying snacks. So Dominic, Evina, Anges, Zhao Mian, Shun Jie, Taahirah and Zhi Cong came to my house and watched two film. And my comment is not to rend 'Blood and Chocolate' in the future. Haha. So today is fun.

Anyway, I accidentally spoilt the box of biscult that is supposed to give to Pamela. So I ate it... BUT I went to Jurong Point to get a better gift. Lol. This time I will not spoilt it.

Price or a gift?

Yesterday: Tuesday,8 am, I arrived at school. Monday I overslept, I cannot miss a day anymore. At this time, I am thinking to study in school for 12 hours everyday is a price to pay to go to Asia Conference? The answer is: NO. After much thinking and reflection, with yesterday experience of studying 12 hours, I seriously see that this is a blessing from God. Knowledge and wisdom is invaluable. Since my JC life started, I have not have a chance to study this much and at my own pace without any distraction. I realised it is a gift of God and I found that I am more calm in my thinking and peace in my heart. It seems that I am not rushing anymore. When it is time to read the Bible I am able to have the full 30 minutes to read it without been distracted by phone or rushing to next lesson or to do other works. Thank God for this week and next Monday and Tuesday that I can study at my own pace. And guess what? I did not spend a single cent; that's helpful especially during this building fund season. Haha.

Do you believe in ghost? I have not seen any. Yesterday I studied at the tables near Biology lab where people say there are ghosts there, yet I have not seen any. Sometimes I am curious to see one.

Today I'm so blur...

Lol. As usual, I woke up at 5 am to prepare to go to prayer meeting. Today I'm suppose to hand up my I & R at 8 am which is part of my A level PW assignment. I keep on thinking that prayer meeting ends at 7 am, so I attended the whole prayer meeting. Haha. After the prayer meeting I look at my watch and was shocked. IT'S EIGHT ALREADY! I quickly rush to my bike which I park opposite church and rush to school. Thank God I reach there at 8.30 am and the deadline is 8.45 am. Hallelujah!

Anyway today's prayer meeting is good. I have a weird vision as I pray just now, I saw myself climbing on God's body. And God is so great and it took me so long to climb to His shoulder and sit on His shoulder. I don't know why I have this vision out of a sudden. Haha.

After submitting my I & R, I went for the CLEP committee meeting and finally I hand up my keys back to the teacher. Phew... I feel that I'm lighter as there is lesser responsibility. Haha. Then follow up is the leaders' meeting, Mr Leow starts to tell us about the leaders' study programme. Those who got a D grade and below for H2 subject will have to go to school to study that subject for 8 hours and H1 6 hours. And I basically got below D for all subject which mean I got to go back to school for 36 hours per week. And 2 weeks later is the Asia conference and I want to attend Asia Conference more than anything else. So I got to study in school for 72 hours for the coming week. That means next week you all will not be able to see me as I'm in school from 8am - 8pm.

Sometimes...

Sometimes I would like to be alone quietly to think and meditate especially I'm very tired. Sorry that sometimes I didn't walk with you guys, have lunch or dinner with you guys or even go out. I feel that deep reflection and meditation often takes place when I'm alone. So please forgive me.

It seems that time flies...

Today I went to prayer meeting at 6.30 am. Sat at the usual seat and started to pray. Time with the Lord is always passing so fast, after the prayer meeting I was surprised that the people around me aren't my CG members. I tried to look for them and they are at the front. Lol. Only Ayron, Pamela, Li Ming and Jeremy were there. Jeremy went off to school and the rest of us took 242 to Boon Lay interchange. Then Ayron left for exam and the rest of us went to mac for breakfast. Then Shyang Zhi came and we went to playground near library.

The shot gun that Li Ming made was so real and I feel very awrkward to carry this around. Lol. The attention was on us. Lol. Like we are terrorist. Hehe. Tomorrow going to pass the gun to Kelvin. After that we went home and I planned to sleep till 2.30 pm but ended sleeping till 4.30 pm. Two more day to exam, I am so excited. Hope it comes faster. Anyway Thursday we are going to have dinner with Mr Leow. Yeah!

BBQ in JJ

Thank God that yesterday I have fun in school. We are celebrating Mr Leow, Wei Jie, Wai Tsz and Jian Yun's birthday. It is really fun.

I went home to change after prayer meeting, then went out to buy food for BBQ. Unfortunately, it starts to rain when I'm on my way and I got wet. I slipped and fall outside school. Thank God that I didn't hurt myself.
Lol. We have fun setting up the place especially setting up the fire pit. We cheated by using solid fuel. Hehe.

Too bad not all of the bannister house council is here, this BBQ is within budget and we have good food ( Chicken wings, Prawns, Satay, Otah). I will go find out the number of the supplier so that we can organise a better BBQ for CG. Haha. Thank you Si Ian and Jian Yun for sacrifice yourself to be hungry to cook for us. My new recipe Honey Marsh Mallow is delicious, too bad some of you feel it is too sweet. Lol.

Before going home we went to Ops room to ' kuop ' T- shirt. Lol. Don't know how to spell but it is a dialect. I 'kuop' 2 T- shirt. Hehe.

The storm is cleared, the rainbow is ahead, yet the mist is denser than ever before.

What kind of person I am?

Personally, I feel that I am a person who is always thinking. Yet I am thinking in a box now, got to break out of the box and think freely.

My perspective of life...

I feel that life is about choice. It is full of split road, got to choose which one to go. I just hope at the end, I will get to where I want to be.

Deepavali

Thank God that today is a holiday. I have decided to have a good rest today, study a bit, read a bit and do some workout.

Last week is a terrible week for me, as expected, life is not always as smooth as we hope to be. If all our life we doesn't face troubles and problems, how boring it is. Through every troubles and problems, we grow, in faith, in spirit, in soul, in capacity. Sometime we just need to take a good rest clear our mind a bit and pray and look at the problems again in a different view, it is much clearer and we are on a helicopter looking down at the problems. And when you receive the rhema and know God is with you, don't doubt, for faith is believing in what you have not even proved to yourself. Faith comes by hearing, hearing by the word of God, the revelation, the rhema. No matter how big is your problems, God is always greater than them, focus on the right things and tackle one thing at a time.

Inspiriation from movie...

Thank God that today I have a fun day in school, Games Carnival became my chess club training. Lol.

Today after I reach home watch the movie ' Forbidden Kingdom '. I thought it is just another action movie yet I got an inspiration from it. I clearly remember one comment that the character has made ' How can you fill a cup when the cup is already full? '. Wow.. This is truth in reality and in life many people filled their cup with many things but not things of God. I only realised it that sometimes we read the Bible and perceived it in our own ways but not God's way. In this case the word that we perceived in our ways is not the living water, its just words. However, when we perceive the word in God ways, we are filling our cup with living water so let us not interpret the word in our ways. Empty our cup of water and let God fill it with living water.

Samuel's Birthday.

Thank God for the strength that allow me to go for fellowship despite the tiredness after camp.

Today, after the Leadership development camp, I was very tired. I wanted to sleep yet I am excited to fellowship with my CG. Despite the tiredness, I went for fellowship at Ayron's house. Thank you Ayron for the great dinner, no doubt you are a creative chef, every time you will have new dishes for us to try. All the best for 'O' level. Then Samuel came after we have our dinner, we delibrately have a plate of whipped cream to trick him and he was stuffed with whipped cream before having the real cake. Haha. And make him have facial with whipped cream and threw him into the pool. Lol. Happy 17th Birthday Samuel!

Leadership development camp...

Thank God that even though I went to the camp with flu and fever, I am able to enjoy myself in the camp. And thank God for divine healing that my fever and flu are healed on the second day of the camp without having medicine.

Wow.. This camp is an evidence that JJ is a school that make things happen. A lot of thing that I have done in this camp is first time. First time playing water bomb at 5 am in the morning. First time we have a form party in school. Thank you Mr Leow and the teachers who organised this camp, you have put in a lot of efforts, I really appreciate it. Also thank to the SC and gamers who took extra efforts to make things happen, salute to you. Also thank you tribe 5 and clan 1 for being my camp mates and accompanied me to do many things. Most importantly thank you Mr Koh for being such a great Principal that make things happen and care for us like a father.

This camp is really fun and lots of learning, even though sometimes we are doing stupid things, if you do it together it is fun. ( eg. playing with hand- dryer, area cleaning ) Also before you give up, always think of the people that will suffer if you do so, do your part so others will suffer less. Team JJ jia you!

Week of sickness

Thank God that my sickness wasn't serious and for a good sleep and rest.

Yesterday, Tuesday we got a CLL test but I can't finish the paper again. I finish one and a half question and the next half I can't finish. I think it is sufficient to pass.

Then we are suppose to do the Bannister board, however we didn't do much. We have a outfield cooking in school near the opts room, we took 2 hours plus to cook, but it was good. We had Macaroni with Hot dog and Baked beans. Thank you Hui Mui and Wai Tsz for organising this cooking session which keep the Bannister house Council so bonded. Too bad a few of us cannot come, but the desert was good, we melted the chocolate and dipped the marsh mallow in it. It was the first time we doing so. Haha. We went home at around 1030 pm, and Mr Leow promised to BBQ food for us one day. Hehe. Thank you everybody in Bannister house council. And thank God for the good day.

Today I am sick again, I think I ate too much chocolate last night. This week I didn't attend school twice already. Today I went to consult the doctor and he said my fever have subsided and still having a mild flu. The medicine he gave me causes drowsiness. Sorry, I didn't notice the sms and call back for prayer. Thank God it is just a mild sickness not a very serious case. Tomorrow will be able to go to school again!

First day of school...

Thank God that today we are able to have a good lesson today.

Today I didn't manage to go school, how I which I could. I woke up in the morning feeling nausea I went back into my bed. Thanks Kevin and Hui Yi for sms me and remind me of the test and homework. So EXCITED for tomorrow PC.

At night I went to NP to have Bible Study, but too bad Samuel wasn't here. Thanks Cynthia for taking time to give us Bible Study. The taxi was jammed and the taxi fare keep on increasing. =( Next time cannot take cab to NP. Because of PY's laziness then I have to jam outside and wasted so money

NO SHORTAGE, NO SCARCITY...

Thank God for that we are able to walk in abundance, truthly You have created the earth with abundance resources. We ought to be like You, to be creative and You are Jehovah Elohim. Hallelujah!

Today Pastor Kong preached that we should not stay at a stage where we are still needed to be redeem but back to the original where creative and the power of Spirit flows. Truthly the riches get richer while the poor one stay poor is because the rich one is creative. Hey Gary, hope you are reading this. I think we got to be creative in our way of outreaching. I believe that our prayer group will not continue to stay at two people. Let's believe that the vision that God show us at the start of the year will come to pass.

Today Cindy also joined us for service, welcome back! I hope you will come back next week.

Friday...

Thank God that this week I am able to wake up with expectance and excitement though I'm not feeling well.

Yesterday I have a great Cell Group meeting, thank you Kelvin, you preached a good word and the word came in time. The game we played yesterday is so fun even though I don't really know how to play. Haha. Hey W279 thanks for praying for me, I am much better now. We also celebrated Pei Yang's birthday, Happy Birthday Pei Yang, like what is written, ' ...when you walk through fire, it shall not burn you nor scorch you... ', be bold and take a step of faith! After that we didn't have fellowship as we end quite late, time with the Lord is always passing too fast. Thank you Jeremy and Emily for waking me up.

After that we went to Gek Poh to meet Yong Quan, Li Ming, Jasper, Sheila and Jian Hao to celebrate Pei Yang's birthday again. Poor Pei Yang got a ' Birthday bash' hope his bones are still in place. Lol. It is a good day anyway. Haha

Love..

Today, Pei Yang, Samuel and I have a Bible study at Coffee Bean. It is good and the title is ' Life's greatest aim '. Wow. It is a good lesson and only after that I know that ' Love ' is so important. Thank you Cynthia for giving us Bible study even though you are so busy.

6 October 2008

Today, after Cell Group meeting while going home, Pei Yang, Samuel and I boarded 243G and we were having fun on bus. At the inter- change when the bus just moved we pressed 'Stop' button. And pressed the bell after every stop, and even though it's stupid but it is fun when we do it together. HAha.

Boys' camp and Leaders' camp

Wow... the boys' camp is great and tiring. Thank you Mr Chua for taking time to plan this camp and the rest of the teachers for your experience in army. I learnt a lot of things in this camp:

1) Mental and spiritual warfare are always tougher than physical warfare.

2) Discipline your spirit, your soul and disciplining your body is not a chore any more.

3) A person physical ability is limited by what you think and what you believe.

After the boys' camp I went for lesson and it is so tough to keep myself awake but I tried my best. I went home after school and sleep for a while. Thank you Hui Yi for giving 98 missed calls, sorry I didn't hear it. Even though my phone is beside me, I didn't notice that my phone rang only until 9 pm when I woke up then rush to school for leaders' camp.

In the leaders' camp, this is the first time we have such good food in camp. Really have to thank our Principal, Mr Koh for approving and spend so much money in this camp. Here are the things that I learnt:

a) There should be one that will overlook upon the event and situation and give information in order to increase efficiency.

b) Always think before you act.

Will I be able to promote?

After receiving the CLL paper 2, I only got 35/100 + paper 1 I only got 85/200 + CA I only got 48.6/100. A ' S ' grade. And Math I expecting to get ' S ' too. I hope my chemistry will not fail me. Even though the year started badly but I hope I will end it beautifully. Hope after moderation I will be able to pass every subject. ' A' level H1 Mother Tongue and H1 PW oral presentation is coming soon, expecting ' A ' and 'B'.

Eerie cycling trip..

Lol. Today, having my last paper, Chemistry. Relatively easy, then went home to have lunch.

Then went for a cycling trip, without knowing I was at Old Choa Chu Kang road. The whole stretch of road is cemetery, very eerie. Thank God I am safe and able to meet with Samuel to pray. HAha.

诗愁

诗人写诗许多愁，诗中自然许多愁。
学生学习本无愁，考试背诗很多愁。
借诗消愁愁更愁，读诗考试乐变愁。
诗人写诗直抒愁，学生读诗诗人仇。

'CLL' killing paper !!!

Today I have Chinese Language and Literature ( CLL ) test and it is a killing paper. 3 hours to write 6 essays? I only finish 5 and 1/4 essay only. Continuously writing for 3 hours also cannot finish, ended with blister on my hand. Lol. Anyway tomorrow last paper Chemistry should be alright.

Haha. Today I just got my new bike so I can cycle to school ( Thank God ). It only require 15 minutes to cycle to school while waiting and bus trip costs me and 30-45 minutes and 45 cents. From tomorrow I can say bye to 185, hehe, can save total of 3 hours and 5 dollars every week. Hallelujah ! Thanks God !

生命是以时间为单位的，浪费别人的时间等于谋财害命；浪费自己的时间，等于慢性自杀。

时间就是生命。无端地空耗别人的时间，其实无异于谋财害命的。

-鲁迅

Two things I want to be like a child.

1) Curious like a child

2) Have a child-like faith

GSC Exam....

Starting the day with a fever, a bit brain blocked + forgot to bring chinese dictionary. Thank God that ideas keep on flowing and I am able to keep on writing and ended 15 minutes early before paper 2, so I can sleep for half an hour. Haha Paper is relatively easy used all the paper that was given except one. Then went home and rest till now then conscience, Lol.

Yesterday dinner was good, Phileo, PY, Samuel and Shyang Zhi. The chicken chop is rich in quantities but poor in quality, so tasteless. After that we went to arcade and got cheated by the UFO machine and the spoilt basket ball machine. Lol. Everytime got cheated. Anyway the fruit combo sago is good, going to try strawberry milk sago next time. HAha.

伟大天父

This poem I handed up as chinese assignment to write poem, scored quite well ( 29/35 ) , thank God and this poem is for Him alone. Edited a bit, hope it is still good.

我不曾在水面上行走，
不曾有山高的理想。
但因你而有无比信心，
能在无边无际的海上行走。

从你舍下性命时，我已不属我。
我因你而活，只愿可以在你屋里度过每一日。
伟大天父。

Bible Study at Limbang.

Today consultation with Mr Yeo WS and Mr Jason Yuen was fast, only took about an hour to finish two subjects.

Afternoon having Bible Study with Cynthia, Pei Yang and Samuel. Fatherhood of God, how great is it, this Bible Study session impacted me deeply. Father God, He is so great. Sometimes our lifestyle cause us to be far away from Him, truthly He is the only One we should seek. After today, I made decision to wholly follow Him, He is no longer the first in my heart but the Only. All my life is lifted into Your hand.

First time blogging..

Always want to create a blog, but lazy + don't know how to do. First time trying. Haha.